I've had it.
22 years is long enough and lucky enough messing with my temple.
I am doing it cold turkey.
It will be hard I know so help me God.
I've attempted to quit before with all forms of aid from gum to acupuncture
I've never quit for more than a day and with the gum, nicotine patch shenanigans, I ended up with a triple addiction instead.
This time round, I am sober as I write this and already craving a cigarette.
I hope keeping a log of how I feel will help.
I swear if I can hack 48 hours I will never touch another filthy cigarette!!
And I need to learn that coin tumble on fingers to take care of my smoky fingers.
As for oral fixation, ideas are welcome.
I am not even going to try think of a nicotene replacement. Doesn't work for me!!



