squat 5x5, 115kg (same as last time)
5reps - 3reps - 1reps - 0reps - 1reps
hmm this looks familiar. seems like the 112.5kg squats. if im lucky i will have rested enough and get my 5x5 on friday. if i can do it on friday, then i think its almost proven that i am fatigued (or whatever) and it takes like a week to recover. if not, then either im still fatigued, or its all bullshit and i just need to deload. but anyways, since my discovery of this theory about "fatigue", the blame is like not on me anymore, but sl 5x5 because im not getting enough rest. so this makes me NOT want to deload like i used to. now i actually want to increase on squats because i feel/think that the squats arent that heavy (but that might be me imagining because of this "fatigue" theory i have, kinda like placebo). i dont know really...
overhead press 5x5, 50kg (same as last time)
5reps - 5reps - 4reps - 3reps - 2reps
i almost thought i could do a 5x5 on this one today. but not. i covered the lost reps with jerks as usual. hope i can clear this or at least do better next time. looking like a deload though.
Deadlift 1x5, 142.5kg (last time 140kg - 2.5kg increase)
Clear! but fuck this was sooooooooooooo hard. this has been the hardest deadlift EVER. i almost couldnt stand straigth up to make it a rep. and the first try the barbell didnt even budge lol. but alas, i made it. however, its kinda questionable because i had like 10-30seconds rest between the reps... but i think its forgiveable.
Chinups 3xF, 83.9kg (palms facing)
10reps - 8reps - 5reps
as usual for these exercises (dips/pullups), im not happy nor sad over it. it seems ok. but i do think this was the worst chinups in some time now, because after 5th rep on the first set i began to do the jesse marunde. oh well..
today im weighing in at amazing 83.9kg! record! seems like my diet shizzle is going like a well oiled machine! or something similar. well, here's the deal, i have been doing 2000-2100kcal since sunday. thats superlow. but the good part is that i have cleaned up my diet considerably. now its macro is 56-58% fat, 2-4% carbs and 40% protein!!! that means i have been getting around 200g proteins man! thats very good! the last week i did a 72% fat diet (not on purpose, but some food were on sale...) and i have been losing weight very slowly that week. and also, i dont think it was good for my muscle because that meant i only ate around 130-140g proteins.... oh man... the main thing that has increased my protein is the addition of can of tuna in oil and chicken breast. uh, as well as (im not proud) a whey shake. and im eating lean meat now with max 10% fat (i cut out the pork that had around 20-30% fat). alot of the fat actually comes from the olive oils man. i mean 3tbsp olive oil is like in excess of 300kcal lol!
so heres hoping i can lose a few more kilograms so i get down to at least 80kg. my goal is actually not to lose weight, but to lose bodyfat. but i am looking alot more leaner now, like seriously, so im guessing i am losing a good amount of fat. oh please i hope the visit to do the bodycheck will be a postive surprise. hope im around 16-17% bodyfat (thats down from 21% in one month), but i would be okay with 18%. but if its 19% i will go out and kill people with a saw
if its more, i will take suicide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!
oh yeah, important: i upped the cardio to 30min on monday. dont remember if i mentioned this or not. anways, i burned 360kcal on the treadmill on those 30mins!





