Mon 23rd nov - 186.2lbs - NO GYMHave lost track of time so no gym. Ok, i lied. Real reason? Partly true, i am running late, which means if i go gym now i wil be sharing it with the "belt boys" and today is "bench day" (again for some...). 5 people and 1 bar don't go well together, plus i just can't be arsed to put up with their shitty attitude and remarks and constant questions about training legs!!!!!!!!!!
"For fucks sake i told you 3 months ago what to do now do it" But to be honest, everyday is a battle revolving around training and work and family and i am feeling it. Shit, I leave the house at 9:30am most days and am not back 'til after 10pm. Also make sure you have food, water, time, support????? SUPPORT??? NO, no support, gym is taboo in this house. Have they broken me??? NO. Well maybe just for today lol. How can someone be so negative about gym and yet rave about the results it produces?????? Maybe they have low self esteem? maybe feeling neglected? jealous? scared i will be snatched away by someone more glamorous? Fuck knows but for today, no gym.
I believe this is the first time since I started my log in May that i am missing gym because of unforced reasons (holiday, sickness), so yes, this is a rant but in reality, 1 day missed in 6 months can't be a bad record. It is still a hard pill to take but i will use this time constructively, do some reading, foam roll (again) and just take a step back from it all. At 6.30pm I have the chance to go gym, if I go it will be farmer walks (dumbells) maybe will, maybe not, again peoples shit attitudes and misunderstandings to contend with, perhaps completely miss out for today.
Regards reading, I firmly believe i suffer from
this. Have had it confirmed by physio and chiro, but everyday it is a physical battle with the pain, for years, not just since starting 5x5. Considering some sort of scan to confirm. The only real relief comes from tennis ball work standing against a wall and working into the muscles, ooh the beautiful pain and the more beautiful relief it gives.