I never was much of an athlete. I was more of a computer geek. I looked down on the jocks, thinking I would outsmart them. Turns out I'm not as smart as everyone expected.
I used to play tennis, but I was bored with it. Because I wasn't progressing, it became a chore instead of a fun activity.
Later on, I switched to swimming, mostly because my dad was really strict, and I had to do as I was told. But swimming also got boring. I especially disliked the getting-into-the-water part, I found it very unpleasant. I also got skin rashes in my crotch from the chlorine. Anyway, I was quite good at swimming, but never competed. It was something I could do once a week, but only rarely twice and never three times.
Looking back on high school, I had some classmates who played ice hockey, and they were really strong and fit. They went to the gym several times a week and looked - and seemed to feel - very healthy.
Later on, I stopped exercising altogether. But it's really difficult to feel well in a totally underused body. Sitting all day long, everywhere, using the computer for extended periods of time.
I started doing some exercises customized for me by a physiotherapist to relieve back pain that I had from sitting.
Sometimes I still have wrist pain from computer overuse.
Anyway, this summer I hit 180 lbs of weight, and trust me, it's not muscle.
I have had some bad locker room experiences earlier, so I wasn't very keen on undressing in front of others. This was what mostly bothered me with any sport. It may sound ridiculous, but if you have low confidence it can be really debilitating.
I had been interested in trying strength training a bit earlier. I read a lot of articles at T-Nation and such. My attitude changed a bit. I realized strength training is real hard work with real hard science behind it and can be very rewarding, and since there is so much good information on the Internet it would be easy to find a suitable program. I wanted to get fit, healthy, and strong. Only recently had I mustered the courage to try strength training!
Coming up: my first session.


