I know, but it was my first day back, I currently do not have the mental toughness to do them. I don't want to do them at any less weight, I think I'll try to do 20x135lb squats every couple weeks or something.
Anyway, after having to go to dinner and miss the gym last night, I got in today.
Squats 135 5x5 I don't know if I'm going low enough, and I don't think my back is staying in extension. I am also not going as fast as I need to, because if I go too low I hit the catch bars or w/e in the squat rack, so I have to be careful because I don't want to cheat by bouncing off of it, even though I ended up doing it a couple times anyway.
Bench 70 5x5 I hate benching, with a passion. I can't find a hand position wide enough that is comfortable for my wrists.
Rows 75 5x5 MUCH easier than the benches, even though the benches weren't hard. I think my back is stronger than my chest, honestly.
I did chinups instead of dips, because dips still hurt my collarbones. Chinups were 4/2/1 and a partial at the end of the 2nd and 3rd sets because I couldn't finish them. Besides, chinups will help my pullups, right?
BTW, are you supposed to initiate a chinup with your back the way you do a pullup? If so, that explains why I can't do as many as I should be able to.
It feels good to be back in the gym, straining on squats and having people give me funny looks, both cuz of my hair and cuz of the fat that I squat deep
