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Zizzy80's Training Log

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Zizzy80's Training Log

Postby zizzy80 on Sat Jun 27, 2009 12:39 am

    ULTIMATE GOAL : Pants size down to 4.

    GOALS ("mini" goals to achieve the "ultimate" goal..)
    1. 1.5BW Box Squat
    2. Discipline the diet to limit the junk meal to 3 meals per week.


    STATS
  • BOX SQUAT : 165lbs
  • BENCH : 95lbs
  • OVERHEAD : 70lbs
  • DEADLIFT : 205lbs

  • WEIGHT : 164lbs
  • HEIGHT : 5'4'' and a half
  • AGE : 29
  • GENDER : female


Story

    I first discovered this site at the beginning of the year when I was browsing the interenet for "fat loss." Yep. Went through a lot of sites that night. And what really got me was Mehdi's straightforward talking in the blog. He didn't seem like he was bluffing or selling. And as I read through it, the science and logic behind the whole thing was making sense. I was never really into the "easy way lose your fat in 30 days" type of stuff anyway. I read the e-book start from the finish and went off to the gym right away.

    I followed the program fairly good. No tweaks no cheats. For 5 weeks. At that time, my squat went from 45lbs bare bar to 105lbs. Deadlift to 145lbs. Bench and overhead wasn't really improving and was hanging around at 45lbs bare bar. And probably wasn't doing the diet correctly. During those 5 weeks, I wasn't really seeing the result but I did it anyway. Because I have a tendency to do stuff upto 5th week. And then I'd stop doing it.

    Then the injury hit. I hurt my back real bad when I collapsed in the morning the day after I shoveled the snow. I could not move at all for 4 hours, then could not walk straight for 2 weeks. I still do not know what triggered it but I think it was the muscle stuff. But that injury led me to stop the 5x5 altogether for the next few months. After the initial 5 weeks, I did lose 1 size pants size. But that was it. I gained it all back.

    I was really being stressed out becauuse I was fat. My confidence level was going down. Way way down. I was fairly fit all my life. Just gained some pounds here and there over the course of my adult life. And boom! Before I realized, I was fat. And I discovered that I was avoiding the social gatherings altogether. That's when I remembered Mehdi's personal coaching program that he sent out at the beginning of the year. I immediately signed up. Before, I didn't bother creating a log because I didn't really care. Mehdi pushed me to get out of my comfort zone. I took photos. I took videos. I recorded all my diets, all my stats. And the diet... man.. my diet was messed up. It took almost a month to straighten up. Its still imperfect. But boy oh boy, aren't I glad that I remembered that Mehdi's email. It was the best decision I have made in the year 2009.

    Today, I hit my BW box squat at 165lbs, 5x5. I was amazed. I was really really amazed. I couldn't believe myself. I didn't really care about how much weight I could lift because, well, I'm just not that interested in getting the numbers at all. But boy, that is some achievement that I've made! The weight lifting was never this hard. I've never left a gym with an utter exhaustion: the beautiful exhaustion that only comes from doing the honest work with the iron.

    Today completes my 7th week. In my entire life, whether it be the workout, study, diet, or whatever; I have never ever ever followed through more than 5 weeks. I would just stop going to the gym, stop doing the diet, stop following up with the study after that 5th week. I would quit doing the cardios. I would quit it before the mark that I made. It was like that for EVERYTHING in my life. But now, I am so much more disciplined. I can follow up. I can finish whatever I set up my mind to. And I can actually do something more than 5 weeks. Its automatic now. I don't have to convince or push myself any more to get to the gym. Its so hard. Its freakin hard. But I still go. And that is all that matters.


Training

    I follow 5x5 in its exact form. Only change is to the squat. I do box squat instead of regular squat. Other than that, everything is the same. I don't know how the workout would look like after I achieve some of the marks. I hope to throw in power cleans and other stuff. But I want to keep it simple for now. And it works for me so I want to see how far I can go with the simple 5x5.

Log

    I would peak a lot of forum stuff and would write here and there but I was never active in the SL community. I know all the familiar names and such. :) I'm sure a lot of "peekers" do as well. The main reason I'm starting the public log is because I need help. As the workout is becoming much much harder, I'm hoping the interaction will give me the encouragement whenever I am down, and I, to the others as well. So, good to join the SL community(finally!). :lol:
Training Log
5'4 1/2" · 163.4lbs · 29yo · female · 5x5 PR: Box Squat 175lbs · Bench 95lbs · OHP 75lbs · Deadlift 1x5x215lbs
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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby pagangoddess on Sat Jun 27, 2009 1:11 am

Those are some nice numbers!

Good luck with your goal. I didn't choose a pant size as my goal I picked a bodyfat %.

I'll be following your log and look forward to seeing you reach your goal.
PG's Training Log

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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby zizzy80 on Sat Jun 27, 2009 4:07 am

@pagangoddess: Thanks! I've been following your log for quite some time as well. Now I can be visible. :)
Training Log
5'4 1/2" · 163.4lbs · 29yo · female · 5x5 PR: Box Squat 175lbs · Bench 95lbs · OHP 75lbs · Deadlift 1x5x215lbs
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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby zizzy80 on Sat Jun 27, 2009 4:29 am

6/26/2009

    Diet
    - 9:00AM : beef, pickles, coffee -- I am missing some veggies these days.
    - 12:00PM : chili cheese burger, fries, beer -- junk meal: first ever this week! yoohoo! boy was I craving....
    - 6:00PM : rice, veggies, 3 scrambled eggs, diet coke -- post workout. that cheese burger got me so full, I wasn't hungry at 3PM..
    - 9:00PM : 3 boiled eggs, veggies


    Workout
    - Box Squat: 5x5 165lbs -- I almost couldn't get up. But I did. It was really tough though..
    - Bench: 5/4/4/3/3 95lbs -- I went 'uh-oh' immediately after I lifted the bar. But went ahead and finished it.
    - Inverse row: 11/8/6 -- hmm.. inverse row isn't really improving. I think partly because I'm wasted after the squat...?
    - Push up: 5/3/2 -- so tired...
    - Reverse C: 3x12
    - Cardio: 45min. elliptical -- I literally walked away from the machine after 5 min. Then came back having a one-second thought, finished 45 min.


Every Friday lunch is our team lunch. So we go out and have lunch together. That is.. usually to shitty places, like burger joints, Fridays, etc, etc. So I tend to junk up Friday lunch every now and then. This week, I was pretty faithful to my diet. No junk during the weekdays. Very clean overall. So I had a liberty of having all out junk meal. We went to Red Robin's and I had chilli chilli cheeseburger and garlic fries and a glass of blue moon. Yikes! But I thoroughly enjoyed it though. Very nice junk. Very nice.. 8)

Workout was a killer. I squatted my body weight today. Hip was a bit tight so I spent a lot of time warming up/foam rolling. I tend to get real tight because I sit around pretty much all day. In a car & in my cube. My commute being an hour and a half every day(round trip), it doesn't really help. Now I'm kind of scared to go to the gym. The weight is really really heavy and its a lot of hard work. I mean, it is hard! So I don't know. I'll see what happens next time.
Training Log
5'4 1/2" · 163.4lbs · 29yo · female · 5x5 PR: Box Squat 175lbs · Bench 95lbs · OHP 75lbs · Deadlift 1x5x215lbs
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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby sgi4950 on Sat Jun 27, 2009 5:11 am

Nice squat numbers! I've been envious of your "perfect squat form and squat weights" since you got in to the fitness coaching group. Good for you with the weight/BF changes. You can see a big difference in your pics. You should be really excited!
Sandi's Training Log
5'4" · 125lbs · 49yo · Box Squat 165 lbs · Bench 120 lbs · OHP 86 lbs · Deadlift 250 lbs
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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby zizzy80 on Sat Jun 27, 2009 5:14 am

@sgi4950: Thanks for your kind words.. I'm sure I'm far from being "perfect". Not even close... Mehdi was kind to encourage me. Your upper body strength is amazing, I'd say. Hope to catch up to that pretty soon!
Training Log
5'4 1/2" · 163.4lbs · 29yo · female · 5x5 PR: Box Squat 175lbs · Bench 95lbs · OHP 75lbs · Deadlift 1x5x215lbs
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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby zizzy80 on Sun Jun 28, 2009 5:04 am

Today was an absolute junk day. Junk fest, I must say. This is kind of bad. I had burgers, hot wings, potato wedges, soda, etc etc... Bad Bad Bad. It wasn't supposed to be like this. But totally unexpected 4 hours at the tire shop made me this. How on earth would you take 4 hours to replace 2 tires!!! Bummer.. Nevertheless, I just went all out and had all junk rest of the day after the 4-hour trap at the tire shop.

But since I went all out without any restrictions on myself, I think I will endure another week of clean eating. You know, its really tempting to not be strict about your diet. All the time. Its hard. I mean, to me, it is, at least..

And no workout today. Well, obviously because of the 4-hour hack. Sigh..

Hope I'm not damaging myself... It can't go on like this every weekend.

But I wonder.

I think its very important to keep up with the workout. Because my diet wasn't perfect for 7 weeks but I still got some good results. That means its working. I will know better after 12-week mark. Hope that day comes soon...
Training Log
5'4 1/2" · 163.4lbs · 29yo · female · 5x5 PR: Box Squat 175lbs · Bench 95lbs · OHP 75lbs · Deadlift 1x5x215lbs
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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby pagangoddess on Sun Jun 28, 2009 10:44 am

Situations like that are tough. Whenever I leave the house I make sure to grab some jerky or nuts, just in case.

Don't beat yourself up over it. That will only make things worse.(trust me I know)You had a bad day. Pick yourself back up and keep plugging away. :D
PG's Training Log

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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby zizzy80 on Sun Jun 28, 2009 11:24 pm

@pagangoddess: Thanks. But I screwed up today too. :( Planning for food on the road is so damn hard!
Training Log
5'4 1/2" · 163.4lbs · 29yo · female · 5x5 PR: Box Squat 175lbs · Bench 95lbs · OHP 75lbs · Deadlift 1x5x215lbs
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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby zizzy80 on Sun Jun 28, 2009 11:32 pm

This is bad. My behavior is worse than I thought. And... I love them dirty fries too! :cry:

Sigh.... So I had this instant noodle soup thing and a burger and a fries and a soda. And that was it. This is just so bad. SOOO BAD!!!!!!



Sigh.... I think my mind is too relieved now that I've seen some results. Its not a dramatic result, of course. But I've seen some changes and I think my mind is fooling myself to think that I don't have to work as hard. I think this is what happens whenever I try to quit. I get satisfied so easily over so little result. Oh dear...

I hope tomorrow I can make the workout really work. I really hope so. I don't want to be a quitter.
Training Log
5'4 1/2" · 163.4lbs · 29yo · female · 5x5 PR: Box Squat 175lbs · Bench 95lbs · OHP 75lbs · Deadlift 1x5x215lbs
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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby pagangoddess on Mon Jun 29, 2009 12:40 am

I don't want to be a quitter.


Then don't be. The choice is up to you. But the worse thing you can do is give up.

I've been trying to lose this fat for 5 years now. I go down then I go up and so the cycle goes. I've decided that this time is going to be different. If I can change my workout patterns then I can change my eating patterns. But the main reason I am so hopeful of finally making my goal is all the support and accountability this forum provides.

Don't give up!
PG's Training Log

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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby Kathy on Mon Jun 29, 2009 1:40 am

I second what PG said. And although you didn't have perfect nutrition the last few days, look what you DID do on Friday:

Cardio: 45min. elliptical -- I literally walked away from the machine after 5 min. Then came back having a one-second thought, finished 45 min.


You didn't want to do it but you didn't quit! And on top of BW squats-excellent :mrgreen:
Tomorrow is a new day...choose how you are going eat (I say after eating a s'more :oops: )

Look forward to reading about your progress,
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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby nburge on Mon Jun 29, 2009 9:37 am

Hey, welcome to the logs. Now we know what you've been up to as well!!! ;)

I think your squats and deadlifts are HUGE. Great numbers. I'm not surprised it's started to get hard, but the good thing about it when it gets hard is that it will have more impact! Keep it up...

Don't beat yourself up about the diet either. If you've got it taped most of the time then the odd lapse is fine. The worst thing you can do is quit because you think you've failed - sadly the battle with the bulge is an ongoing one... also you might try learning about cookery. I find eating clean can be quite good fun, if you know how to cook things and can make them exciting. I have a different ommelette every morning, and I love them. Find a breakfast that's tasty and healthy for you. I also find that you get a taste for fresh fruits and veggies after a while - the same way you get a taste for some greasy chips when you eat junk all the time - and that actually you start making healthier choices without thinking about it.

Anyway, glad you've joined in the fun on the logs, people here will ensure you stay on the straight and narrow! Good luck!
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30th Nov '09 goals
squat 120kg 1x5+
DL 175kgs 1x5
powerclean properly, know basics of Olympic lifts
Long term Goals - squat 150kgs, DL 200kgs, Bench 100kgs, 3x10 chins
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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby zizzy80 on Mon Jun 29, 2009 7:23 pm

@PG:
Don't give up!


Thanks... I admit though.. I was on the verge..

@Kathy: Thanks a lot. I usually forget what I wrote/thought about my progress in the past. It gives me a fresh reminder to go back to my previous log.

@nburge:
also you might try learning about cookery.


I was never interested in cooking before. Ever. I think the failure point comes more because I eat the same stuff over and over and be bored with it. I think if I vary the cooking style, things might ease up a bit. Hmm.. that's a good point. I've never really thought about as to "why" I get bored with it. Thanks for the encouragmenet and idea!
Training Log
5'4 1/2" · 163.4lbs · 29yo · female · 5x5 PR: Box Squat 175lbs · Bench 95lbs · OHP 75lbs · Deadlift 1x5x215lbs
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Re: Death to the Fatness - zizzy80's Training Log

Postby pagangoddess on Mon Jun 29, 2009 7:37 pm

zizzy80 wrote:@PG:
Don't give up!


Thanks... I admit though.. I was on the verge..


I understand. I've been there also. Remeber we're all here to stage an intervention if need be. :mrgreen: If you don't want to air it on the public forum you can always PM me if you need a little support.

FYI, crockpots and cooking in bulk will become your best friend.
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